I need to come out of the closet? 10 points for best answer?

I don't think that it is fair to say that God dumped you because you are gay. That is not true, God loves all his children. You are still very young but if you feel deep down in your heart that you are gay, then you need to talk with your mom alone. Tell her that she must understand you and this is something that you have no control of, you want her to continue to love you and understand you. and then tell her that you are gay. I don't think you should need to write her a letter, maybe if you talked with you dad first he could help you with talking with your mom. At this time, I would not tell everyone in the family just your mom and your dad. Tell your mom that no one has the right to p judgment except God. I wish you the best of everything, keep saying your prayers God loves you.